Wednesday, March 18, 2009

"jeritan batinku: The Pain i SufferED for being ME"




(LIFE IS NOT A GIVE)






assalamualaikum...




AKU DAH TERLALU lama bersabar dengan hidup. jadi hari ini,,,aku berani untuk terus menjerit!!!! i've been to humblein life and poeple starting to get me wrong!!! bUkan aku ni cengeng atau manja cuma aku dah bosan dengan hidup begini.maaf la..kalau aku menjadi terlalu kasar pada mereka... aku mula sedar kehidupan ni bukan seperti dulu..aku rindu zaman aku mula-mula kenal erti kawan, sayang...tapi sekarang...banyak yg berubah... im being stupid not to appreciate my clicks and then..aku yg tertinggal di belakang..syukur ade yg kahsian....mengutip aku dari keadaan aku yg sadis.....em,,memang salah aku..aku mengaku...cuma..kejam kiranya kamu bunuh aku dari luar...kan?? trimak kasih kerana sedarkan kau dari tidur yang panjang.,,sekarang aku akan terus menjerit!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!




terima kasih kerana aku terus menjadi tabah....dari subuh berkokok samapai malam menyepi..aku sudah mula kenal siapa kawan yg sebenar...."kawan adalah teman yang membenci kita jika kita gagal menjadi apa yg dia mahukan, jadu, teman ini bagai rupa kita di air jernih,sama cuma bezanya pada keadaan dan rasa"..."hati manusia sama hitam..cuma rambut lain-lain"




hari ini..aku sudah mula harus belajar menyukai dan berpura menyenangi keadaan aku..memang payah cuma aku harus tabah!!!! mesti boleh!!!!




lalalala....

Sunday, March 15, 2009

life is fun..neither did i care..




"funny,im not a person lying on myself"

"life is bad..but why bother?"




"friends is what a life need..i mean do you?"




(LIFE IS NOT A GIVE)

"being sorry or being bad"



(LIFE IS NOT A GIVE)



assalamualaikum....\


ok..being human require me to be a person indeed...well let say im just cant have the way how people look at stuff..to be good neither bad..and i choose to be "the devil"..





well..this week was a tuff job for me.cathing up with tonsssssssss of homewrk do make me realise (dang!! i need time!) i mean, my final is just around he corner and me? im just isnt there yet.. where am i?? ....(blank!!!!) honestly..im suck at this...seriously....im suck...playing..playing..playing...ya..thats much what im being doing so far..to relax i guess?? i need my time to be alone in my way..(i mean, can i ?)





life do make a not so "good" man...im being neglecting my time since i gt 24hours per day...well..i just can figure it out? where all that moment had went for? tick..tock....(i wann wake up then..)





well..tommorow..my life gonna be busy again..need to be in the schedule......really bad........................................................(ya allah...help me!!!!)





btw...i'm happy with myself lately.....idky.....anyone?
about thepicture..well ..i want to go back there and tell mr sandman..."i love my life a lot!!)