haha..what a good way to start this year.. :)

LIFE IS NOT A GIVE

well.. i should get back to write up wat i did in my daily life kan..haha././..ok.. not hot..yelah..fine..tp..memang la fun..got no time la brader.. :) people ask..y xtulis2??

i mean..SIS>>>..give me time boleh? 35 jam sehari.. :) ahhaa..all my housemate got blog nowdays,,lol..loser lah kan.. :)

but..anywaysssss... :) i should start back kan..kan..kan... :)

haha..lame lah kan..mcm la saya ni hani zalika..watever lah nama dia. but.. i do write shit n stuff.. (xhabis2 novel dok tulis) but yelah..i try to be "normal" in my own sense.. tada... :)
blog pun mc kampung bagai..org buat blog hebat2..aku punya cm pakai kaki..tp.. lantak lah..smart people do less remarkable thing..

grass is green..n flowers are rainbow..but human..we're dark as the black hole

LIFE IS NOT A GIVE...


what a long time to start writing again..i do need to do this more often..pretty much,i got the thing..but not the time..a new chapter of life begin lately.with a life full of kind of stupid drama.well.its what i planned for.to be stuck in a portal full with BACK-stabber and people who wont be easy on you.yes,there are people WHO love you and care but put them aside.the marginal number of FAKER are rapidly increasing lately... hey,face it..you hate me,deal with it.i wont let you step me just like that..i might be an easy guy around but sister believe me..im TOUGH-TO-handle..

i looked around to see how things going..oh no!!! alert i guess... People are being to honest about themselves lately.. i LOVE u..this pretty much what i like to say..i mean , i do like to fall in love since its fun..but to give it to a wrong person..tats crazy ryte? because i found that some people dont mind but others care too much.. to love another of your own kind wont make you gay,, please..please learn that as a lesson... its not bad to like people...ITS JUST LIKING THEmmmmmm...

recently,,,i also found out that..its better to be good with a stranger..they will love you better..yes..i can confirm you that..i mean..dont pick a totally Fucking-stranger..its more like a well-build-image kinda guy..you know..the one who can be fren with... its a step to NEW friendship...

mental note.. : dont be A total LOSER by being hippo-critical about who u are., :)

its An ASis 101!!! N its SOOO EXtreme!!

(LIFE IS NOT A GIVE)

Ok....im BAck to school!!! YAY!! (haha....not in official way la...)with my back pack...n my POLO beg (2 new BAju ok...) im off to Asis....well its FRiday,,,( basically im in Asis the day BEfore.but going back to Shah alam..for some reason)

well..the Friday was AWESOme...thakx to Asis JUNIORs!!! (OMG!! the Collest ever!!! 8th BAtch rule!!) haha....well 2 reason why im back..well basically its the same..."DEBATE and DEBAt"... im helpin the English team for PPM n im helping the DEbat BOy with the first n EVER: LIGA DEBAT ASIS!!!! omg!!!!! its like 24 team kot!!!!! haha..

mostly...its all bout the drama la...i never thought Asis is fyll with hidden talent... fyi...we got CHINESE n even INDIAN in the DEBAT,,,n Fyi ....TE BEst speaker is an INDIAN boy!!! horreyyy for PRABU!! ( tats the guy's name. we got so many good pembahas rupanya...tats what this oLD GUY thinking....hahha..im SMILing for tat...

so..by the end of this month..the FINAl BAttle will be held between 4inovatif n 4dinamik if im not mistaken....well..both teams are good!!!! wink2!!

well..im off to KELANTAn ths sunday with Mr ALLAN......we're going to SMS PASIR PuTEh....well..hoping for the best..i hope...i hope...

lol..going back to then LIGA stuff..its FUn..meet all he new form 4....the form 5....the new GENERATion..asis had change alot..as for me...i guess...but today..i cried...not because the debate nor the DEbat,,,but today..i still wondering...ASISian..."YOU NEED TO PUT UR LOVE TO UR FRENs.."....im crying seeing 1 ASISian...crossing the road..whle no one even dare to help me since hes in need.. this boy for me was A SPECIAL for Asis..hes the ONly one...tat actually gve me the true meaning of FIghting n be urself..n just be strong..BARIQ..ur a true Asis...myb im too emotional..myb..but ..i cried..i sent him to LRT..since he wanna be home before ASar finish...(oh..hes funny in a way..)...well..thk god...theres a boy from asis...helping him....thk to tat guy..theres still an asisian with a good heart...oh..i pay his taxi..n he wanna repay me..."well...hes funny!!"....

well..air mata mengalir lagi...this is yet..the best EXPERIence ever in asis..except for my Schooling years...Asis ur still the best..well..i curi Wat SASER said..as for me..ASIS..NAMAMU TERATAS!!!

xoxox

aMINU RAZIf...

its 4am..n sill i wont sleep!

LIFE IS NOT A GIVE

ok...let us begin this 4am journey of A Confession..hahahaha....

i will try to create a good statement on how THE aRT of LOve shall portrait us...a goo question to be asked:

Q: why you like me?

A: case, ur sweet, funny, n yet; ur charming!!

REALity: those ELEMENts wont bring you any good..PLEASE....learn the FACt!!!

the nature of LOVE is based on THE NEED of having a partner to LIVe with..no matter how good, how charming...how COOl...he or she is..if they dnt have the SKIll...its A DEAD END!!! believe me...

a good story to tell about THE GIRL who BITE his boyfriend..

well.a girl went out with his boyfriend for a dinner,,well..a ROMANTIC diner to be Honest...(hahhah) n while having the dinner the girl ask. "YOU LOVE ME?"..they guy said.."YES"....the girl asked again."YOU WANT TO MaRRy me?"..the guy said.."YES"...again the girl asked.."YOU LIKE me??"...the Guy stood up..n yelled.."SHUT UP!!! are you stupid or what? if i dnt like you, would i be here spending evry moment of MY miserable LIfe with u??"...the girl was so SHOCKED,,,she stood up and slap the guy.."I HATE You!"..then she bit him on his wrist,,,,,they guy then slapped her back...hahha..THE END...

see?? how charming a guy or girl can be..THEY still have the darker side of him....u wanna Live with themmtry to learn their nature.....n believe me..THOSE CHARM...wont last long.....

its JUSt a MERE word...TOLONglah..

(LIFE IS NOT A GIVE)

PARANOIA.....

its just a MERE word..knapa nak PARANoia..ok fine u dnt like it..BUT can u consider it as JOKe?? it come from me? FOR god Sake LA...tolong lah....i try to understand the NATURE of friendship..n i dnt dnt see those mere words are bad...its to express wat i felt...n not to say..IM DESPERATELY want u? please..im not like others..i try to care..but to LOVe..i knw the BATSan..i got AGAMA...i knw its wrong...so try to undrstand..n tolonglah....

everyday...i try to understand n learn ur nature..wat ever u say..i agreed...i take it..i dnt mind...i just accept it...but u? OUW..IM EGo!!! hha..served me right..i PLAy with FIRE,,n denied wat they said....kira mcm PADAn MUKAlah...kan? well..LIFE need challenge,,,, n UR my biggest so far...not to hate you..but to learn you...

accepting me..myb hard,,WE're BROThers...WE're BROTHERS....ingt..We're BROthers...

MENgap kita PERLu BEGIni?

"we're brothers kan???".....

the reason why BROTHERHood was creatd is actually to CELEBrate LOVE and FRIENSHIp...no one need to be alone..well i supposed in my HUMBLE n naif BELIEF...this is the NATURE and how the term shall be conduct..ENVY is never become apart of THE chain itself...i try to deny what is the BLAck or the DArker side of friendship...this is because..ITS KILL!!! try to imagine wat will happen?

THE first person died ON the earth was caused BY ENVY n JEALOUSy...im not try to be paranoia...but ENVY never help anythng out..no wonder its the 7 deadliest Sin...again..im not try to be naif...a believer...have the right to give a proper comparison on what he believe to be right..

ONCE a BROTHERs always A BROthers...

stop denying my part..n ur part...n their role...n his duty..n her position or those right...its s a shame...a shame on us!!!!

against THE NATURE: LOVE wont lie!

LIFE IS NOT A GIVE

i choose to be what i want..n what i want is wat i choose...

the great HARDIAn once said: "a guy can love anyone he want since love is BLINd n the the love wont lie"....maybe im too open on wat i said but the fact is..LOVE is LOVE..u cant make it as an OBJECTIVE? u cant tell me wat to love! cause..its mY love...

ouw..to LOVE a person is nOT SEXUAL in nature..every guy need to note on tat!!! seriusly!!!! n girls..PLEASe..ur virGINITY..is not worth of it...which idiot create the formula of:

VIRGINITY+SEX= LOVE???

tats..STUPID! u may think im super NAif...but tats the reality of it!

p/s: i think..im not gonna put my coin into a Loose coin HOLE..no ADVENTURE!